wishing and hoping

the first day of school, i was the whole day with the advisor of the high school, trying to get done my time table, and slowly i've got a pretty good time table. she was so nice to me. oh! and i'm gonna go to Poland with 30 people from my grade! cooool! we are gonna go there and learn about the holocaust, pretty interesting, i so wanna go there!

so the first day was alright, i had people to be with, i was not alone, everything went better than i thought so.

i didn't talk to those two, those two people who i thought at the beginning of the holidays that they are my best friends. well, i guess things change so much.

it's crazy how on every Tuesday i'm gonna stay in school till 6pm because of theatre arts but i sooo don't care cuz i love it!

anyways, i think my mood is going up and i like it, oh! and the year trip is gonna be on my birthday, pretty cool! we are gonna go to the south, yay.

gotta go to take my driving class, love you all.

the best band!!! i was there on Thursday [:

the best singer!!!! gosh, i love her.

i miss you my baby, i can't live without you, i'm serious. everyday without you is a bad day.

purely platonic

getting better, slowly i'm waking up from this dirty ground, climbing up and you can even see the mouth smiling, not a lot but a bit.
tommorow school is starting, can't believe it's the last year, every day is gonna be the last day i'm going to school and live in harmony during break times, lunches and so on..next year i'll be all grown up, i'll be going to army, it's crazy, can't imagine myself being in the army.
i think im better now, i found myself in a pretty good place, not caring about what people think or would think, even if i'm alone, i'm having fun with myself. there is a good feeling even though inside myself i know that it would be a lot better if he would be here with me but oh well, what can i do about it?
on thursday we went to a concert, it was from 7pm till 7am, pretty insane, it was awesome! i had so much fun, the best artists were there, i was just amazed. i fell in love with so many singers. i love music, i can't live wihtout it. sometimes i just listen to songs i wanna cry how beautiful it is.

people that i havent talked to for so long, talk to me now which is cool and random at the same time, i wonder where it can take me to...

anyhow, gonna go see the simpsons movie, i can't belive i havent seen it yet!
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