my first post..

hallo!

my first post, well, i had a blog before but not in English, now its my opportunity to express myself in English except in Hebrew.
yep, I'm from Israel...
i broke up two weeks ago from my bf, he came to visit me from brazil, oh yeah and i lived in singapore. kinda complicated but im tryin not to look at it that way.
I'm trying to love the life cuz its our only chance to leave something in this world after we leave it..and i wanna do it the best way.
I'm scared from many things, i believe most of the things people tell me, that's why i hate when people don't believe me! and i also hate when people lie to me! conclusion: i adore the truth.

i love quiet songs, its the best thing when you're sad, sad songs, popcorn and fruit shake with alcohol, the best thing ever!
being alone is the best time of the day in my opinion and that's why i wake up earlier everyday just to be with myself before i show myself to the world...

my longing is just a routine, i never stop missing to people, its crazy, but that's part of my life and without it i won't be like i am today.
people, especially my mom say I'm never happy with what i have and i always want more, in some level its true, i always see the farther, i rather look at the future, what i can do more, than what im doing right now, i dunno why...i guess I'm just too curious about what will happen tmr, in one year, in 10 years..

i adore my family, its the best thing I've got in this world. being with my family is the only time i can be free and feel comfortable with who i really am..i love each person separately and also all of together.
i also adore the art, its the best way to express your feelings.

anyhow..hopefully you'll visit me again, love you.
Ayelet.